.lovely.

how does it feel like to hold my mum's hand and walk along the road? sometimes, i wish i can be more open with my feelings. is it just the Asian culture or the way i am brought up in a relatively conservative environment? i just want to tell my family how much i love all of them and grateful for everything they have done for me. my parents will ensure that i am in the pink of health in examination periods. i remembered my parents brewing a lot of chinese herbal tea during the A levels period. i guess my tongue is immure to the bitter taste. my brother will always be there to give me advice. i asked for his opinion when i had to choose a JC when i was in sec4. he was the first fews to call me to ask me about my results when the o levels results were out. i sounded disappointed on the phone with him but i could feel him patting on my shoulder, saying " i am proud of my little sister". my sis never fail to guide me along my life journey. when i cried in the past because my parents scolded me or what, i would always run to her. she would comfort me and gave me my little cute face towels to wipe my tears away. =) i just want to go and hug them and tell them how much i treasure them.

not only with family, and also with friends. i am thankful i have met wonderful friends along the way except for a few who i should not mention here cos i am nice. they have made my school life more vibrant and full of energy. they are always there to listen to my complaints, my nags, and they have to bear with my impatience, silliness, stupidness. oh my!!! i wanted to say sth like let's hope our friendship lasts forever but i realised that nothing in this world last forever. this is a pessimistic view of life but come on, it's the truth. we dont live forever. people around us do abandon us and start their lives again on their own. our environment is always changing. we are always meeting new faces. our finanical abilities fluctuate. so, let's just live for the moment.

i am going for a one week korea trip tmr. skiing and snowboarding cum homestay holiday. i am sad to announce that i am not done with my packing yet. oops... luckily, i am taking an evening flight tmr. i should pack after project runway cos reality shows are a MUST WATCH for me. i guess i am the least excited member among those from my class who are going for the trip. i cannot sense the excitement and happiness in me yet despite it being my first time in a winter country. maybe it is too early? ya right! tmr at this time i should be on the thai airways alrdy. i am scare that i will freeze to death and not get used to their meals. my impression of korea meals are light and healthy which means dishes like green, green and more green and maybe toufu. oh no!! limited meat dishes.. hai.. pls dun force me to eat veg. let's hope it will be a fun filled experience for me. before that, happy packing karen. hear from me a week later. cya guys!!

"live life like it's your last"